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| so, i'm at a lounge where the young punk back pakers hang out all night at a very inexpensive hostel in vienna and i only have 9 min left before computer shuts down by itself. things have been pretty crazy so far but i'm still alive.....God has been so good to me...as always. it rained everywhere we've been to but i can't complain. that just means less time walking around and more time with the Lord. it was a good idea to get away...specially from my work schedule that has been pretty crazy lately. whenever i'm looking for an answer and get pretty confused, it helps to pause and walk away from it for a little bit and focus to hear His voice. i can't wait to tell you all about how my trip has been, but since now i only have a couple of minutes, i'm going to loudly ask you to pray for me and my mom. my mom's been physically stretched trying to keep up with me and yoonju, but also the conversations between me and my mom has been pretty intense. we talked for a very long time and we were finally able to talk about our hurts tonight. i'm hurt by her hurts and by the fact that she's never had anyone to talk to about it and i'm nervous about her getting back home by herself tomorrow (she has to take a night train by herself back to germany and spend a day by herself and take train to the airport and chicago to ohio). i trust God's protection upon her...but i'd still love you guys praying for her... i realized tonight that i'm not subscribed to any of you and i've been wondersing why no one has been updating. i'm going to have to do that the next time, but i'll pray for you before going to bed tonight.... | | |
| all right, all right...welcome me to the community!!! i'd never thought i'd do this..., but you sisters and brothers mean so much to me and i'd love to know what's going on...and keep in touch...so, thanks to the creator and maker (of my xanga site :))
so, He always goes extra miles to reach out to my soul and have my heart connect with His. last weekend, He took me to kansas city...an unfamiliar place...to encounter. He is like that. He persues me...never gives up.
it's more like a heartache...when i encouter Him. my heart gets torn...to realize my betrayal. my head is down facing the ground. i can't lift it up... and He lifts up my head. when my eyes are finally on Him, i see joy...on His face. i look at my hand...to realize His hand holding mine. He had never let go of it. amazing love. amazing love. my tear turns into tear of joy.
this is a song written by one of the worship leaders who led the conference. so, i know His amazing love is not just for me but it is the same for everyone. i mean, everyone.
I want to stand in Your counsel to sit at Your table
And speak to You face to face as a friend
I want to stand in Your fire wherever Your eyes fall
May You find me faithful to Your heart
Let me be found....
With a heart after You
May Your eyes find this heart loyal to You
May You be all that's on my mind all of the time
Let my heart be torn in two until your will is mine
Dearly Beloved of my soul
(Hear After You....Luke Wood)
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